Recently II: Introducing my Senpai

Part Two,


So it turned out that friend of mine randomly searched my senior's name on Google and found her blog. And in the blog the senior laughed at us because we kept replying "no" each time she sounded negative when actually the answer was "yes". Argh.

Dear senpai (you take Japanese too after all), if you see this post, I'm really sorry that I'm kind of stalking your blog. Please forgive me. Though I don't think you'll ever see this anyway.

So this senior found is... Argh I don't care for hiding names anymore, I just won't tag her name and hopefully my senior won't find it. Her name's Yun Zhen and she's like Rebekah's sidekick. You know stuff like Powerpuff Girls? If Rebekah was Blossom, Cui Qin would probably be Bubbles and Yun Zhen would be Buttercup.

Because Yun Zhen scares the hell out of the Year One NPCC (Sea) Cadets. Which includes me. She's really scary, like when she talks to us it feels like there's something negative in whatever we're doing. No matter how she says it. Even when she's in normal mode she's still like that.

Some of my batchmates hate her and one of them wants to hug her (which makes no sense). For me I can't really say I like her that much, but I don't hate her. Like, I think that she really is trying not to be mean, but it's just natural or something for her so she ends up sounding very scary and scaring the hell out of us, unfortunately.

Anyway. So thanks to Emily I ended up stalking Yun Zhen's posts on NPCC (Sea) to see whether she wrote anything negative about us. I had to laugh when she wrote that our 'optimism' was 'very encouraging'. If she'd known how we'd end up by the end if the year... I haven't finished reading, but according to Andrea, who gave me spoilers probably because she read from most recent unlike me, she openly hates us.

Far as I read she doesn't hate us, but maybe it's just she only noticed it in the last few months or something. Which is sad. But I kind of can relate to her now. She likes ixora, you know, just like me. Although I like a lot of flowers. Just that I find ixora petite and cute. And her religious views are quite similar to mine.

Sadly, she always feels like punching us, thinks we're basically girly, pretty rude, too free, not conformed enough, etc. Not to mention we keep asking questions like, "Do you like cats." But she thinks we're appreciative and enthusiastic.

Sayon.